I HATE HER LOVE you mud me with words from the deepest part of your heart i love the way you strain but i don't deserve it really you have forgotten the meaning of love you have masterminded the meaning of sex you strain me too much i don't deserve it really the riders of horses have dirtified the house they enter without cleaning their hooves they leave without washing utensils i cant afford to use the same utensils since i don't deserve it really i hate you hunny to be or not to be that is reality since i don't deserve it really you hold me with passion i die in your arms but when i come to i regret dear since i don't deserve your love really the reality comes dear because of the jagged rocks beneath standing hard and ready to stub your unsuspected bottom swiftly scratched by the innocent hands but i don't deserve it dear