I Hate It
hate the way I feel every time that I hear your name…
But I know that things can never be the same…
I hate that you can still make me want you…
I can’t help but wonder if maybe our love really was or could be true…
I hate that I look at your picture and get tears in my eyes…
I wonder if everything I have heard is really just lies…
I hate that you hold someone else every night…
I wish that everything would have worked out just right…
I hate that I know we will never be together…
The pain inside me feels like hurricane weather…
Everything is blowing around inside…
But I have figured out how to hide…
Though it hurts all over, I try to push away my heart…
The pain rushes over my every part…
I hate that I love you with so much of my heart...
I hate that this is the way I have felt from the start...
I hate that I cannot tell you that you are my love...
I hate that the worst, along with all of the above.
|