Being tugged at pulled apart Every time I tried to start My life over I'd just fail I put myself in a jail Of despair- no escape key A life sentence if for me Imprisoned by a deadly past My hearts broken from the blast Of love criminals who shot Hurtful bullets through my heart I would bleed sorrow and sadness No escaping from this madness Shutting down was a way Not to live this everyday My heart safely in a cell NO one gets through-- it is hell To keep going on like this There is no way to dismiss The verdict given to me A life of lonely misery