I Learnt To Control My Emotions
I used to get moved by your every word
I thought you meant everything you said
The disappointments were evident
For on you I was so dependent
Then I learned to control my emotions
I was so overwhelmed with you
I took everything you did at heart
Folks out there even said I'm a fool
To allow you to tear me apart
Then I learned to control my emotions
The love I had for you was pure
I sincerely gave you my all
You knew this for sure
But you played me like ball
Then I learned to control my emotions
I always felt I was insecure
I envisaged this whole thing will end
But I just wanted to endure
And see if the problem we could mend
Then I learned to control my emotions
I now know I am the problem
Thank you for teaching me
On you I always put the blame
Painting a picture for you to be
Then I learned to control my emotions
I'm now going to work on myself
And stop trying my best to fix you
Change can be initiated by one's self
Certainly you will when your time is due
At last! I learnt to control my emotions.
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