Love Poem: I Let Her Love Me First
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Written by: Richard Nnoli

I Let Her Love Me First

l let her love me first
from the beginning
I was at the first position

from the very start 
I love easy 
I love faster

from the early stage 
am always ahead 
ahead of the girls 
yet
too much love 
brings me too much 
grieves

from the first 
experience of love 
I was always left 
heart broken 

and now 
I realise a change 
that was my remedy 

so now I write a short 
biography of love
in change

I let her love me first 
cos too much love 
has cost me too much 
Cry's 

am not greedy 
am not selfish 
but old experience 
brought me to search
a way to change 
my ill luck 

I let her love me first 
cos that was a security 
to trade my love again

a secret I protected
till I finally fell in love
again 

and now we are best 
two in love 
with a bound of trust
in the midst of every challenge's
we survive strong 
till she left me heart 
broken in death 

rest in peace 
my love
I always adore you 
I know you are in 
a better world 
I know you are better 
I miss you 
and I swear that will 
take eternity

love could be sow 
when the one you love
turns invisible
it tortures 
it hurts 
and that cant change 
nor kill an existing love 
before she became 
invisible
I hope she accept 
my little biography
I know she will smile 
to read them 
cos I loved her a lot 
despite at the beginning
I let her love me first