I Love You, I Loath You
Yesterday I would have cried an ocean over you,
Hell knows I did on many occasion,
Tired and alone from you non-existent love.
Last night I cried a stream,
It ran down my vacant expression,
Rolled off my chin,
And crashed onto my pillow,
This morning there is nothing inside me left to cry.
I am numb,
Once again,
Just like last time.
Last time the blood made you stop and think,
Realise you were wrong.
This time all the cusses from me for nothing,
I ran before you could reply in case I forgave you,
Once again,
Because god knows I forgave you,
For everything you did to me,
Time and time again.
Next time?
Ha!
There won’t be a next time!
I’m getting over you,
All this pain will fade into the darkness that’s inside of me.
I love you,
I loath you,
Now stay out of my life
As one last wish from me,
Let me get over you.
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