Every drop of blood in my body boils more than a volcano Every heart beat I feel it like a dagger torturing me My vains are making a revelation inside of my weak body Every inch of me screaming out your name Wondering where you are... Myself refuse to recognize me , not until you come My thoughts bended me cold and alone , refused to help me From head to toe everything needs you After you left.... I have a frozen heart , lost soul and helpless body I'm struggling with my demons I'm burning and dieing from inside, and I wish I'm dieing fast...no , slowly Death is having pleasure hearing my heart screaming out , feeling my pain , tasting my open wounds... Not much left but yet , death is taking his time I'm not me anymore - and all what I wish and pray for... Is to have you here.... To hold you one time , feel the warmth of your heart I don't have strength to break my silence walls and scream your name But I swear my beloved... To try , I swear my beloved to use my last breath but.. To never give up....