I Want To Be One of the Girls Online
i want to be like the girls online
the girls you searched for
sought out on your websites
terms put together in incoherent order
shopping for your perfect prize
which one, which video
curves, lips, thighs, belly, big doe eyes-
her.
she’s the one.
the one that isn’t me.
i want to be like the girls online
no insecurities spoken
(that would kill the mood)
no tears shed
(unless that’s what YOU want)
no complains, no i don’t knows, no buts,
no second guessing no birth control
noperiodsnobodyhairnowomanhood-
if that’s what it takes,
why won’t
my performances work?
i want to be like the girls online
the ones you keep fantasizing about
teasing you with every angle, giggle, moan
you touch yourself and she’s who you want oh and she smiles at the camera and
you smile back at her and
you love her she loves you back and
you finish.
and it wasn’t me,
it was the girl online.
the one that isn’t me.
and she’s like beautiful,
and i can’t blame you.
and i want to be one of the girls online.
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