I Want To Say I'M Sorry
All the time I’ve been waiting on somebody to help me,
Let this rage and depression slide past me,
I don’t want to feel this way,
I’m sorry I hurt you,
But I can’t take it anymore,
I was sad and I still am,
I’m not as sad as before,
But the signs are still here,
I did some things I’m not proud of,
I’ve said some things I shouldn’t have,
I love many of you very much,
And one of you I still love after what happened,
I’m hoping to feel better after I’ve gotten this off my chest,
Writing this helps a lot,
It saved me from certain things,
That would have made you all cry,
But I never truly feel happy,
But I don’t have much to live for,
To live by,
I try not to cry but this feeling won’t leave,
I’m stuck in this world alone,
I’m going to die alone,
I can’t go without saying this,
But I’m going to die prematurely,
I just wanted to make sure you knew,
Because I can feel my body dieing,
There’s no use in crying,
I want to cry so bad,
But all I can say is I’m sorry,
I didn’t want to have any regrets.
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