Love Poem: I wish
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Written by: Fanshun Curtis

I wish

I wish I could be a woman who moves on so quickly but unfortunately I love so deeply 
I wish I could leave the minute you showed disrespect but yet I’m a loyal person 
When you’re truly loyal you don’t give up so quick
I get so mad at you because you know I truly care for you 
Why must you take me for granted when all I wanted was to love you and get it back from you?
I wish it didn’t take me so long to put myself first like you do 
Yes I’m anger because all I wanted was to build a life with you 
I never wanted a big wedding but I always wanted a long lasting marriage 
I never cared for how much you spent on a ring
I care about the time, love, and respect you showed me
I wish I wasn’t that into you because maybe you’d care more 
You’d value me more 
I wish I didn’t have this experience with you and have the resentment I have towards you 
I wish I didn’t love you so hard because if I didn’t the pain wouldn’t feel this bad
I wish I could go back and never gave you all of me because now look at me