I'D Look Better Without You
You told me that no one else would want me
I believed you and began to feel ugly
Obeyed all your rules so that your hands, feet & UFOs didn't meet my body
People tried to tell me to leave but I ignored everybody
I was scared to leave because you said you’ll find me
And every step I took you’d be one step behind me
I kept silent and people became passers-by
I kept my head down so no one could see the pain in my eyes
You say you love me right? So why are my eyes always black & blue?
If I was alone I wouldn’t look the way I do
Hiding my black eyes behind shades with no sun looking like a fool
I can definitely go without your love
I think I’d look better without you
I’m tired of long sleeved shirts and pants
And I shouldn’t have to hide in my pockets the scars on my hands
I want to know what makes you think that you have the right
To put your hands on me through out the day and all through the night
You said that you want me to see the world
But how can I with my eyes swollen shut
And how can I have ever believed that this was love
You have me plotting how to end your life while you sleep
Because that’s the only time you're helpless and harmless to me
No one wants to help me because they say I’m a fool
And what’s the point because I’ll end up running back to you
I’m tired of feeling half dead and isolated from what I used to know as love
You separated me from my family and friends and most of all my mother
You constantly bash me and bring your other girls to jump me
Having them calling my phone threatening me
Watching me everywhere I go and lying to you about where I’ve been
So then you beat me until you reopen my stitches again
Don’t you think I’ve been through enough?
Think about all the things you have done
When you kicked me down the stairs I broke my arm and lost my unborn son
What kind of person beats others until their unconscious and at the end claim it was love
This must’ve been the way your father did ur mother
Or did she do this to u?
Just remember the next time you hurt me you’re out of luck
Because once you go to sleep you’ll never get back up
It’s not wrong of me to do
It’s all because I love you
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