I'Ll Be Fine
Looking out my window with a mist in my eye
Pondering life and days that have gone by
Dreams I've imagined quickly have passed
Of life and of love that just wouldn't last
Seeking answers to question
Wondering why
Begging of God
Swallowing my pride
Life as I knew it
Gone in a blink of an eye
Feelings of hatred,
For I was the fool
My only crime,
Giving my heart up to you
Telling of friends I was just fine
When really I was crying and dying inside
I fought You and couldn't to talk to You
For was this my life plan?
My Lord You abandoned me
I was no longer the same man
They say time heals all wounds
But who are those of who they speak
The hurt's always there
But after time it does get more weak
Expressing emotions eases a full mind
But my heart still was dying one beat at a time
I'll be fine I kept saying
Living life one moment at a time
Forgetting the bad times only focusing on good
Praying again knowing You'll pull me through
Listening to others, helping them too
Seeing in their faces the love that's in You
Times would get better, my spirits would lift
Not looking for anything, but You gave me a gift
Her heart became my pillow
As I lay upon her soul
The stars became our playground
Living a love song
Enjoying her beauty abound
The window before me once was shut tight
Now it's wide open
As the wind blows in gently tonight
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