I'M Gone
As I beg these clouds to carry me
Back to the cloud soft lips kissing my
Existence breathing life into my
Life completed with arms draped
Around me from an angel
My angel forget praying for my
Safe return I pray for rain and evil to
Return to the haven that bathes me in
Sunshine not months and oceans between
Us but a mere phone call pleading me to
Come back to you
I never wanted to leave
My life my heart waves good bye
Yet beats in pain against my ribcage
My chest too small to own all the rage
That hold hands with not waking in
Your gaze
I’ll gladly be a slave shackled
To your existence love
Perpetually within your walls
The currents of life pull me
From your sight
Eyes once shone in my
Smiles now blink cold
Hurt as they lose sight of my
Equally torn face
My soul mangled in ways
Physically impossible
Life throws away my feelings
Discards my desire
To control my destiny yet
Subject to the rules of said
Destiny pull me away from
The true destiny purpose
Is to love from three inches
Of ruffled sheets between us
Your smile immortalized in
Pictures mentally taken yet real
Is it wrong for me to want
To sell my soul if only for
One real glance at your smile
If only for a heartbeat
Unlike these now sit in isolation
30,000 feet above the site
Of our last embrace
Memories to chase till I re-live the
And re-write our story to end
Only in sentences not encounters
Am I doomed to love you on wind
Gusts and dreams of sunshine
Where sun smile is all I have
Rather the memory of sun smiles
Amazing naked poetry
Every inch a line of touching
Souls hearts beating in sync
Dancing on “4” dance floors
Minds on the same bed
As our bodies intertwine
As lyrics of a song do
There is a story written
Us destined to be one
But it’s my turn to
I’m gone…
And I Miss You
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