I'M Still
I feel the grind in my heart
The sadness in my eye
The heart beat in my head
I feel the cold rushing in my veins
I feel the madness in your touch
I feel the annoyance in your look
I still think about you
But you don't
I still care
But you don't
I still want you
But you don't
You still attract me
But I don't
You still give me a smile
But I don't
You still walk away
But I don't
I hate myself for who I am
I hate myself for what I have done
I hate myself for hurting you
I hate myself for leaving you
But
I'm still a nobody
I'm still a nothing
I'm still not what you wanted
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