Love Poem: Im UNSURE
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Written by: Keorie Mcmillan

Im UNSURE

More pure than a lake of baptized sins 
I just wanna get money and match my friends 
She wash in Lake Minnetonka with a devilish grin
Her seductiveness pulls me in 
While I watch it pour purple drizzles all over her chin 
Then I drift 
No one cares about me being alive 
and that’s why I live
Why I live though 
My phone doesn’t ring 
As I sit in the crib bro
Whomever I shall vent to 
I feel my words being recycled 
Maybe the CIA sent you 
I can’t recognize my rivals 
Greeks disassociate from the king 
I don’t believe in false idols 
I grieve alone and dream of Ma & dee 
Grandma passing left me with nothing 
I trust no one 
I’m uncomfortable in my own home 
Self destruction like a veteran bum 
 this is some great rum 
I hate complaining I’m no cry baby or whineo
But alcohol could save me from being unhappy in certain places 
Pretending I’m not aging 
Remember the litigations with my son mom 
Is still complicated
And if I die today 
I’ll be number one dad in y’all faces
Take my pride away 
I walk tall with all faith in 

Trust shattered 
I’m up to bat 
So nothing matters 
I give up 
Im damaged 
Insecure 
I hear the drunken laughter 
Reluctant chatter 
I’m so dumb to even love you
After this 

I found my favorite sorority girl and smashed her 
I got married and divorce without judge Mathis 
What’s today’s mathematics 
I never interact with static
 I’m much more foward
Then most actors  

I’m the black Jim carrey 
But I had the mask on backwards 
She sent me 5 attachments 
Her Glo was realer 
Than all my baggage