In My Heart...
In here I don't even know where to start.
In here it's from the bottom of my heart,
In here my feelings go to the extreme.
In here my feelings are whispered in a dream.
In my stomach I feel butterflies,
In me you make the best rise,
In school all we did was study,
In essence I thought you saw me as your buddy.
In time the days and semester is almost past,
In you I wanted it to last.
In signs I hinted about how I felt,
Inside for you my heart did melt.
In an instant you asked a question of me,
In nervousness I got lightheaded and could barely see.
In my head I couldn't think,
In the aftermath I began to sink.
In my thoughts it was only pretend,
In real life you asked me to be your boyfriend.
In hindsight I can't believe what I did say,
In regret I think about it everyday.
In life I want this nightmare to go,
In actuality I still can''t believe I said no.
In your eyes I see love that is true,
In happiness, the only person I can ever be with is you.
In my head I always beat myself up and ask why?
In time if you become single I will once again try.
In the present you seem to be happy I know,
In my world you are once again a dream and I must let you go.
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