Indivisble
Still lying to myself that I did right
But I can't continue the lie nor the fight,
I'm in conflict with myself for feeling
That I deserve all of my suffering.
Your absence is a dire weight on my soul,
An unbearable feeling impeding my goal,
To be happy when you're not around,
To forget how all your songs sound.
I set myself up to an impossible existence,
Pushing you out of my life through sheer insistence
Without even hearing you out and giving you a chance,
In your soul and memory I'll forever be stuck in a trance.
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