I never thought about being here, Merely as an option. To someone, I can’t adore But also to the one I can’t bestow. These waves of misperceptions, Creates a sense of insecurity, As I juggle myself back and forth. Those hearty chapters now come to an end. My broken pieces are craving to be restored, But your hammer of rejection, Knocks me down as I try to heal. The turmoil within me has become unbearable, Breaking me through.