Its Ok
You opened the door, on my scared young heart, the moment you walked into
the room
And your eyes seemed to penetrate, and you eyes seemed to say, "its ok-ok to
be attracted to me"
So i sat very still and looked around the room, waiting to make up my mind
And i sat in the spot of 3 and 1/2 months, comfy and tormented, confused by
inner shock
And at the right moment, on the right day, i was about to confess undying love, i
tried and i tried but the words wouldn't come
But your eyes seemed to penetrate and your eyes seemed to say "its ok-ok to
love me"
So love i did, with all my heart, and somewhere in you i found the missing and
the missed part of me
And i cried when you left me oh it hurt so bad, through tears in my eyes i missed
the message in yours
Now i see you, sometimes alone sometimes with friends, and it is then i
remember being 19
It is then i remember what innocence and ignorance feels like and i miss it
And i read your eyes- they feed me a changing message- first i read...
"i'm sorry i hurt you, i'm sorry i brought you into this lifestyle, its ok to hate me"
And then i see...
"i think so you everyday, i need you in my life, i'm so sorry i hurt you, its ok to
miss me"
I close my eyes, to shake confusion, when they open you are gone, but where
you ever really there
And then i wonder, why do i care, why since the beginning have i looked for
permission in your eyes, why didn't i look in my own
In the mirror, out the window, at the sky, or even in my own soul,- my soul has
the answers
My problem...only you have the questions
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