Just So I'M With You
As I close my eyes and try to remember your face
A darkness comes I can't seem to erase
I sit in silence just to hear your voice
But the noise of how my life has changed is the only thing I can hear
My heart has let go, for feeling are too far gone
But my mind holds on remembering a smile
For I have no hope to hold on to now
And I'm stuck in limbo praying for hell
Heaven never last
With hell wrapped around like a cast
You did what I told you to do
Left no doubt of what you wanted to do
The only question I have left
Is what happen to the man I saw that day
The beautiful words you called to say
You loved me
For that I have no doubt and in all my years I thought pain had nothing left to teach me
But pain taught me love wasn't enough
So I come home to stare into brown eyes
That saved me countless times
To find death has taken hold
To the last thing that had my soul
And with all the dying
I've been trying to see the reason of love
But all that is left is pictures of days in the past
When happiness seemed to last
Now like countless times before
I see my self wishing for the past even more
Reaching with empty arms
For something I can't have back
And with you both my skin still can feel your touch
My lips fear to have lust
For they fit perfect with you
But death had to claim you
In that moment I saw my love was true
So let me not fear this knife
With it's cold blade of truth
Let me feel the blood
From the heart that bleeds for you
For if death can take you
Then it can come for me too
Rejoin us in heaven or hell
Just so I'm with you
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