Its so much easier to listen to you speak say the words that are turning over and over inside of me panick attacks increased anxiety but your not in my world im in my own now putting my pride aside drawing but crossing my own lines my desicion took a wrong turn and once again im left in disbelief you see i dont hate you in fact i was so confused for a minute cause i found myself in love with you my heart drowned in its own blood when I found out what you were really doing to me im tryna free myself of resentful thoughts i want back my peace of mind as i sit back and think still my emotions are hard to find