Kay-Eee-Enn-Zed
I was always so solitary
Confined to myself, it was customary.
I liked the quiet and being alone,
Until that night I saw you.
Sitting at that table I knew I felt you.
Chilling with my ladies took a strange twist.
We got to talking and soon you felt it too.
Now my lonely days wouldn't be missed.
You became my best friend,
Promised that we'd be close till the end.
I tried not to think "he's too good to be true."
And for a while you fooled both of us too.
I felt so much joy when you held me.
I felt so much love when you kissed me.
I loved every second and every flaw,
And you were my angel, that's what you never saw.
We spent so much time together,
I warned you it would tear us apart.
You told me you would never tire,
You told me you would never quit,
On me, and on us.
And you were my only desire
I love you, I loved you, that's it!
I knew bliss like this would not last,
But, oh, I still had my hopes.
We got in that fight.
I knew it was through.
You didn't believe me,but..now you do.
You changed inside, I don't blame you.
I wanted to beg you to stay.
I wanted to scream out " I love you don't go."
But I didn't
And I've lost you.
My fault.
And no matter what I do,
I can not erase you.
Hard as I try,
You're always on my mind.
I loved you
And you loved me,
But we got lost
And you haunt my dreams.
I thought I could just forget you,
Move on and leave you in the past.
But I see as I sit here writing,
That obviously......I CAN"T!!
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