kissing the water as it flows perhaps they are my tears discovering pathways to woe whatever it is, it is not the same without you bewildered and disheveled, i let myself go completely i remember when all balances were equal i recall a time when all weights heavy were enlightened by the light now you are but a memory i am stuck with till carpal tunnel sinful as it is, i must admit that it does make the day go faster being bullied by the strong, merciless wind as it blows