Love Poem: Knowing Hate, Growing Health
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Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

Knowing Hate, Growing Health

He who is contented is rich
He who is determined has strength of will
                      Laotse, "Knowing Oneself"

Those who would be effective,
and are also ripe for effectiveness
when contented,
this is contentment with healthy growth
to share our strength of cooperative will.
When industriously determined,
this could sustain contentment
with growing healthy cooperative wealth--
doing what nurtures yourself,
and those you meet.

Hatred is a love void,
a hybrid of two fuels,
remembered anger co-arising future fear;
these three an unholy trinity of discontentment,
dissonance within time's more inclusive potentiality of confluence.

Hate is to ego-centric survival
as love is to EarthPeace thrival.

Noticing our hate-power,
whether directed exclusively toward self
or more heatedly encompassing another,
or even the sociopathology of including all Others,
is our greatest opportunity,
and risk,
for changing our world through active love.

What do you hate to love
and love to hate?
Struggling with this dissonance
rather than struggling against this chaos
is cooperatively important to personal and public discernment,
bringing our diverse ego-anthro centers
into nondual co-arising alignment with EarthTribe's eco-center.

Thrival of the fitting-est,
most synergetic relationship network
presents a loving polycultural environment,
co-operatively Win-Win rooted
to co-arise positive purpose
of all creative
and yet reiterative 
natural systems.
Our deepest ecological meaning
is our richest healthy love of self with 
and within 
Others.

Hate presents opportunity for determined integrative challenge,
within our selves,
our species, 
our localities, 
our families.
This unholy combination of anger about, and fear of, ego-loss and decay
and deadly dissonance
feels more productive as an internal rivalry,
endosymbiotic challenge, 
rather than ectosymbiotic war,
hate-love rivalries,
occasional survival crises,
more frequent for those marginalized
through our collective lack of active love.

There is only the integrity of this moment's potential;
co-arising evolution from ego-loving interrelational subjects
toward our health-optimizing eco-inclusive wealth objectives.

We are this HereNow Moment's integrative,
synergetically positive, polynomial potential,
AND we are fear+anger double-dark
not-not dia-nomial 
negatively ambiguous dissonance
within Earth's consonant octave-frequency harmonics,
either-or rational with both-and ego/ecological,
appositionally balancing polycultural freedom from, 
with integrity toward.

Thomas Kuhn, for example,
was scientifically revolted by incommensurable paradigms,
challenging and defeating BusinessAsUsual
with not-yet-ripe theoretical replacements,
new gadfly generations of cause-effects becoming dominant
where they had lived recessively camouflaged
in prior cultural research within ReceivedView boundaries.

Fear of wild incommensurability
co-arises Darwin's problem with endosymbiotic evolution
anticipating that the rich must get richer,
without power to explain a more complex phylogenic re-creativity
and genetic interdependence,
co-arising revolutionary trends 
of ectosymbiotic cooperative Win-Win branching evolution
regenerating a more inclusive dialectical balance
of complexly interwoven paradigms
with health/wealth
mind/body
crown/root
ego/eco-systemic roots.

We each contain two nondual co-arising epicenters of consciousness,
one interior-cathected ego
informing and informed by exterior-encrypted eco-memory,
dia-nucleic double-transparently not negative 
ego/eco-normative
resonant views of natural, con-scientious,
Either/Or deductive AND Both/And nonreductive 
endo/ecto symbiotic 
nonviolent evolution.

The potential of a beloved community,
or paradigm,
may resolve more ectosymbiotic hate-struggles 
of public dissonance
long before proving its endosymbiotic success 
for my personal ego-survival.

For anthro and all Earth Tribe thrival,
both ego and eco,
Left and Right hemispheres,
ecto and endo co-arising synergetic Win-Win relationships
are double-binary important,
just as this primal relationship of within/without evolution
remains important to bicameral 
conscientific 
in/ex-compassion processors.

Our hated release of Anthro-supremacy,
to transition toward EarthTribal matriotism
is not a once-then-done revolution;
it is our lifelong pilgrimage of co-arising evolution.

Healing our unraveling dissonant egos 
reweaves personal economic wealth
with local cooperative ecological health.

Embrace our endosymbiotic struggle with self-hatred
or continue drowning in ectosymbiotic unearthly chaos,
longing to embrace radically co-arising 
cosmos-logical 
healthy dual-dark transparent consciousness,
fertile soil reproducing therapeutic soul-systems.