Lies
I lied to protect myself
I lied to get out clean
I lied to keep my good image
But, to hurt you, that I didn't mean
I lied a little lie at first
Then it led to another and another
I feel like sinking among these little lies
The first lie i said I can't remember
I don't know what I said
I forgot what I have been telling you all along
You look at me with a calm looks on your face
It kills me because I know you know I'm doing wrong
I lie without thinking, Yes, It's my new bad habit
I can't stop lying to myself and to you
I think why Am I doing this but I just can't
I know I have to stop this, I don't want to hurt you
I lie alot but I know that one lie wasn't true
It was when I said I love you
I know you didn't believe me then and you won't
But, I know. I know that I need you
Maybe, I was a little anxious
Maybe I was a little insecure
Maybe I didn't want to be the one to get hurt
I know that my love to you wasn't pure
I know I said too many lies
Some were funny, some were too good
But I know that loving you isn't lie
My heart is saying that, and my nice mood
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