Life Unfair
Recently it has gotten so much harder for me to smile, at least truthfully
And I find it harder to enjoy life passing me by, with all of my problems
To make things worst for me, I cannot seem to focus
And my love, you seem more distant with each passing day
Why is it that my heart hurts so, knowing that I wont
Be as happy as I should be?
Why must change affect me in such a way
To cause me to breakdown!?
I cannot cry nor can I turn back to the past that, I' have left behind
Such things can only destroy and cripple me severely if I thought of it now
Yes, at times we've disagreed, but that never stopped us
But now, I don't know if what we promised then will come to pass
Why must things always need to change, when it was just
Fine as it previously was?
Must time take away everything that I want?
Or is everything else cruel to me!?
Why is it that my heart hurts so, knowing that I wont
Be as happy as I should be?
Why must change affect me in such a way
To cause me to breakdown!?
Yet...
Instead of it getting better for my sake, it seems to me
That I'm being spat in the face
Why must I go through life with such a burden
As the one that I carry on my back now!!!
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