Lost In a Daze
I am a non smoking individual
Yet it always seems like
I'm trapped in the smoking section
whenever I try to dream big
I get slam down and surrounded
by fog before I can even reach
A positive destination
Maybe this is god's way of
telling me that I have to fight
Bad thoughts fill my head
Almost every night
and it's seem like I'll never
see the light through the smoke
These obstacles hurt my heart
I feel like the negative energy
will never cease
In this smoken daze
I can barely get to my feet
their is no map
Nobody I can ask for help
Because everyone seems
perfectly content with this toxic
All I've ever wanted was to emerge
So though the clouds are thick
and my eyes keep watering
I purge through this hell
because I know I deserve better
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