Love 4
My dream entered and then followed my consciousness’ wayward score,
I caught really only a glance and thought it could hurt no more,
It appears your presence is no more than a more than a tireless effort,
I really want to explain why I didn’t marry you.
I know my continued efforts were acts of love.
You wouldn’t wait just four more years.
We would have been together twenty three years,
That’s a lot of time apart and alone.
There will be a day that I have to focus on my world again.
But until I am forced to do that I don’t want to.
I ache for you shortly after you leave you always die so soon.
Every time I accept someone into my life you ruin it and then leave me.
The new guy he’s lasted with me seven years,
And I have been saving for that I think I am to one.
I dream of laying beside him and he’s never alone.
Maybe it is total control, submission crazed admission,
I am sure that one of your formulas could gain decontrol,
That is why he finds me so I so I can be a scroll.
I tried the theory of making him go away,
And then put my image in so many things that he’d tire of me.
Fifteen years of no regrets, no heart aches,
What will you do with my pain, of all the time it’s been?
Catch me, up late set one up, before the winds break my fall.
Yes pretty charms but I am bored with this all.
I fight with the part of being alone.
So take second rate for feelings of fate.
Set harder goals in your life, cause your beside him and your all alone.
Just waiting for fate, of pain you’ll cause.
Can’t wait till your beside me cause it fits and we’ll be first done.
|