If they call you a fool for falling so deeply don't never apologize for it! First thank God for making you with such a profound beautiful deformity. Then go ahead love so hard without a doubt without second guessing thy self. Without a care if it is right or wrong if he/she will stay or not... Just love with all your heart might vulnerability... so much so that they envy and emulate what you have! Cheeerrrrsss y'all!