Misery
My misery grows inside me
my sadness shows though I try to hide it
the happiness I once knew has gone out the door
now I lay in my utter misery crying on the floor
I miss you so much, words cannot describe
I miss knowing you the way I did
I miss not knowing what it feels like to cry
I wish you’d want me back soon
this misery is overwhelming
I wish you’d end the sadness that is dwelling within me now
you were the one light in my world of darkness
now you’ve extinguished the flame
and now all I feel in my heart is pain
I’ve tried not thinking about you
but I just can’t do it
I’ve tried to be happy, but it’s all a lie
because how can I be happy, when it’s all I can do not to cry?
Everything reminds me of you,
that one time blessing is now a curse,
because I miss you so much,
but will never have you back again
so everything just reminds me of that fact, and of how happy we used to be.
I just wish that I could see an end to my utter misery.
An end to the infinite sadness that is within me now.
I wish I could see an end to all of my pain, but without you, how?
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