Missing You
Sitting here thinking of you the times we have shared are always on my mind.
I wish i could just say hi we both know that this cannot be so.
The day the good lord decided to take you away was the hardest and sadest time of my life.
Not just having you here has been real tough.
Never did get over losing my other loved ones.
Was just beginning to live with the fact that they were in a better place in time and now you have gone to join them also.
The pain is always there deep within my heart.
There will always be a empty space in my heart since you are not here to fill it.
You know no matter how hard you may try the longing and wanting is still there.
As the days and years go by we manage to go on and live our lives but deep down inside you cry and cry for the love who has gone without even a goodbye.
It really is hard to let go not hearing your voice or seeing your smiley face not being able to just say hello i love you is the hardest part you see.
Family get togethers are not what they used to be.
Holidays are lost for words.
We all seem to be dealing with our pain in so many different ways.
I enjoy the times when i am alone listening to your favorite music thinking about the times we have had together are all special to me.
I love and miss you so.
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