Moving On
As much as I try to forget you
The more you cloud my thoughts
You proven our love was all a lie
My soul was ripped out and left to die
I try to look forward to the future
A smile on my face is nothing but torture
A nightmarish hell replays every night
Proving there is no hope of light
I tell myself I will not let you win
But, thoughts of death is now my sin
They say I better without you around
Then, why can't I pick myself up off the ground
I use to love life and enjoyed it's party
Now, confined by mixed up emotions
Nothing but crying, questions, regret, and hatred
Trying to forgive you, seeing nothing but red
You never explained to me what I did wrong
You said it was nothing, the same old song
Then, how can you be so cruel to me
I'm not to question, just, this is how it will be
The kids and I have to start all over again
Doing it all and still trying to remain sane
Like nothing ever happened, not good or bad
You want to forget the family we had
How do you forget in a short time, like you did
When I have a hard time just trying to keep it hid
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