Love Poem: Musing

Musing

it only takes a sideward 
glance 
to see you wave; my 
peripathetic mind 
takes in that sight of you. 
pain is but a stroke of luck 
and the decency of the hour 
id just a sideward glance that reminds 
me of my nature 
today i awoke with the consuming 
knowledge that i would 
abhor every passing minute 
you, so far up there, and i, 
alone... 
it makes me wonder, such a 
distressing thought, 
if by any chance you think of me too.