My Dear Friend, If You Only Knew
thoughts of faded autumn embers,
sedated with a mind cluttered-
oh, dear friend, if you only knew…
my heart flawed since we said adieu
I need not a fear to surpass my sight,
nor feel the desire to watch ravens soar-
no, I crave the emotions you left behind…
now absolute integrity I must find
I seek amber when darkness prevails;
(redeem myself somehow)
for my dear friend, if you only knew…
my essence ebon since we said adieu
little stars of ivory dust sprinkle tonight;
they flatter themselves in cosmic depth-
shower me in riches of the heart…
forgiving two willows who weep apart
timbers of a forest, emerald with ease,
for I am left breathless without rest-
oh, my dear friend, if you only knew…
my soul apprehended since we said adieu
melancholy eyes without pain’s surprise,
leaning onto bridge rails for safekeeping-
for falling into reveries of silent tides…
made me comprehend why my mind hides
for my sweet friend, if you only knew…
emptiness follows since we said adieu
August 24, 2019
Silent One
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