My Demons
I write my hidden message
And hope they see in time
My taughts have finally beat me
I'm tired of saying I'm fine
I know they'll say it's a cowards way
But they couldn't be more wrong
It's every taught i think of
Its the words of every song
You never see it coming
Before you know it it's all you see
The place would be much better
So much better without me
I wish I done things different
And Been a better man
Forever just a let down
Of that I'm sure I am
To see it through once and for all
For once I will commit
They'll be better off without me
Although they won't admit
I love my family dearly
There are no words to say how much
I hope they'll miss something about me
My voice my smile my touch
I tryd so much to reach out
They didn't understand that's clear
I was left alone with all my demons
And consumed with all this fear
The way out for me is clear now
As hard as it may be
I'll finally be without my taughts
And i pray that I'll be free .
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