My Life So Far
Hurt and agonizing pain, painful things that even the lord can't take away. People I love
being taken away from me, places I want to go, but I know I will never be. One of my
children going to Heaven, my other two just seem gone, not being able to tell them I love
them in so very long. Relationships just keep going wrong, the worst relationship of all, is the
relationship with my mom. Life just seems to be still falling apart, I wish there was
somebody to mend my broken heart. Nobody in my life is ever satisfied, sometimes I wish
my life was just one big lie. I wish that my life was still in the making, or that god could
atleast give me an explanation. It's like trying to be a good person hasn't gotten me
anywhere, sometimes I wonder, "Jennifer, why do you even still care?" I know that god is
my shining star, but this is just the story of my life so far.*
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