spacing out I never did Now I feel like a kid Daydreaming with thoughts of pleasure Since a gift of hidden treasure Glanced into my lonely eyes Now no matter how I try My mind always goes back to you And I do not have a clue How I ever lived before Now my hearts begging for more Longing for a simple touch Never have I felt so much Joy building up way inside Forgetting all the tears I've cried Hurt and sorrow fading fast You are helping me get past Torture I have always known From loves that have never grown Into anything except Surging pain which slowly crept Its way into every inch Of a heart that's squeezed and pinched With no relief anywhere Betting no love--only fear And rejection would be mine Never knowing love so kind Eventually could come my way Here until my dying day