My Nightmare
What do I fear? Why am I scared?
Why was I caught in her trap, in her flare?
I think I'm sleep, I'm wide awake
My eyes are wide shut and her feelings for me were fake
I go outside and her boyfriend is accusing me
stabbing me over and over,verbally abusing me
with that word that brings demons to their knees
That word that makes even the devil insane and beg God please
to ease the pain of the mind and cast that word away
and let me never hear it again,let it never play
in my thoughts,in my dreams,in the depths of my soul
Let it pass through my heart unwanted and unknown
My heart is frozen in my chest,solid as a rock
but the cold in my mind brings thoughts that won't stop
Thoughts of betrayal,deception,dishonesty,and fate
Creator of my nightmares,creating my fear,piercing me like a stake
And that word,O that cursed,nauseating,sickening,hellish author
Writing the pages of my destruction with no one to stop her
Writing the chapter of my doom like the Grim Reaper
The word that burns holes in my mind and soul: SHEIKA
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