My Perfect Mom
I just found out, not sure it’s real,
Jail chaplain told me, to numb to feel.
My stomachs churning, heart has sunk,
I can’t believe, am in a funk.
Should have been there, made you go,
Sometimes I wonder, did you know.
Think you gave up, when Nana left,
Then with Pappy, and all their theft.
All you did was hide and grieve,
I finally had to up and leave.
I screwed up, by falling down,
No turning back I’m almost drown.
I cannot breath just want to hide,
Wanted to be there, by your side.
Wish I could have, said goodbye,
I never thought, that you would die.
Just leave this earth, now heaven bound,
Without a word, not one sound.
Last words I heard, message on my cell,
Good luck sweetie, I wish you well.
I love you too, wish I could show,
Would take it back, would let you know.
No matter what, you’re “MY PERFECT MOM”!!!
2/23/06
In loving memory of the one person who forgave me no matter what and loved
me unconditionally.
Judith Ann Celayir
August 8, 1945 – February 22, 2006
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