Nabi
#Nabi
It was a different parth, maybe thats what they meant by; hopless roads sometimes leading to greatness, a sacred one, some perculiarity, not by legs I was led here, not by my human desires but cosmos frequencies, a spiritual radar.
That day, I set my humanly form, in the darkness, with questions streaming and flooding my mind, needed that darkness to be one with myself, to think clearly, to see clearly, for thus my better space to be precise
Wanted that darkness to be exact, to bd certain for I gave been uncertain most of my life and that brought me nothing but only void and pain, was done enduring to loss and confusion, to pain and disappointment, this time around, really wanted closure, a surity that I walk not on my yesterday flops, ever
In my head, with our first encounter, I was interjected, paused by magnetization, a mesmerizing interjection, the mother's boyin me, wanted to call my mother to come and help me entangle myself off your eyes, for I was snared, maybe I saw myself as man in your eyes, as grown up mature and ready for accountability, maybe a better version of me
Maybe stuck and don't wanna move, don't wanna be moved from how I see myself through you, maybe I just don't wanna leave here, without you, maybe not live without you, I say maybe for I fear to admit that you are different not from the rest but different for me
Maybe you possess me, maybe hypnotizez me and I'm just fine with that for nothing in my lil life span, had I ever been this certain with anyone, maybe this certainty overwhelms me, clouds my mind and I'm just fine with it, maybe I have lived in denial the enterity of my being but in you I rest
Maybe that's how being content feels, maybe and just maybe, this requires me to just take this leap of faith and just surrender all, into this moment, to just love if not nature you with my heart and forget the former things and just live for here, with you, Nabi
#Poetic_Ink
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