Never Say Goodbye
It was the day you left
my world fell apart
lets go back to the day
before you walked away
you was going off about something
but I thought it was nothing
I told you i never kissed her
when will you ever learn
That it was never my fault (never my fault)
This isn't how i wanted it (its going wrong)
All grownup but cant take a hit (living a lie)
Loves not the only thing (hate is next)
But i could never sing (caught in a lie)
you never backed me up enough
you though it was a bluff.
I'm on this mountain, you and I.
This was you last goodbye
so now i'm sitting here
thinking of suicide (suicide lies within darkness)
Maybe I should die
you love was just a lie
now your gone like a suicide
deep inside where nasty putrescence resides
these razor blades are cold (like frostbite)
Dead on the floor;
So lifeless, so still, so sold
I drink this whiskey
Passing out again;
why don't u miss me (you never loved me)
you said that you loved me
I wasted my time;
cause you didn't as I see.
Sudden noises wake me up
i grab the whiskey and a cup
what happened to that day at the mall
i remember it all
i no its not just in my head
that day we first kissed
i was nervous and missed
yet your heart was calm (this whiskeys dry in my palm)
everything blew up in my palm
i just got back up
that day in the rain
i had everything to gain
but instead of being cool
i lost everything like a fool (I tripped over these stones)
So hard and hollow
My life is over
but this time i'm really sober
i grabbed the gun
i put it to my head, oh what fun
you ran through the door
i through it to the floor
i start freaking out
what is this all about
you said you was sorry
and that you was a fool ( you looked just like a kid)
I looked int you eyes
i said never say goodbye
you looked at me (the blood inside me poured)
I saw that it shall be
forever you and me
That's when i never say goodbye!
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