No-Name No: 36
It's been years
and it feels weird
I'll admit it, it feels weird.
There's been others
but it still feels weird.
In bed, it's sometimes not the same
sullenly say "not today"
it ends the same, the walk of shame.
In the bathroom trying to stop the pain.
But from years of what we had
my eyes are dry
man this is bad.
Turning on the shower just to buy some time
but eventually I'll have to face the truth
naked and unsatisfied.
Can't believe of all times
I'm missing you now
why not when I was lonely trying to figure myself out.
Swallowed my pride, to go face this women
eating me inside, i owe an explanation to this women.
Walk outside, she's out the door and down the hall.
10 minutes later I get a call.
But it's not her.
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