No Not Now
She feels out of control
Those memories of him down deep in her soul
She just can't let go
The emotions are so real
She knows and believes in what she feels
Time now continues to steal
More moments with him from this her heart won't heal
Her beliefs has made her strong
Pretending again she knows would be wrong
So she works hard everyday to rise above all those sad songs
But keeps her faith high of trusting with him is right where she belongs
She tried to change it all but didn't know how
But today she don't want to stop
No not now
Looking back on years ago
Remembering how she truly loved him so
She would really love to know
Just what exactly her future with him could hold
It's what dances around inside her head
What she longs to hear from him the words that she dreams to her will soon be said
Her life has taken her on one wild ride
She feels sometimes like her heart has died
Cause these feelings no longer can she hide
They won't let her push them down again
She don't know where it all ends or where it ever begins
So until the day of which she constantly prays
That he will hopefully come back her way
Her time here is filled with torment and pain
And while it's just crazy completely insane
She will always love him still the same
She tried to change it all but didn't know how
But today she don't want to stop
No not now...
...no I just can't never stop not now
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