Not What I Wished For
You're not what I wanted yesterday,
but a lot can change in a day
Any contact with you changes my mood drastic,
good or bad depending on what you say
This isn't at all what I expected love to be like
When I was a child it all seemed like magic
but this just seems like a nightmare
I willingly keep replaying
Maybe though this is just what it's like
And the child in me is overreacting
I need to grow up and be miserable
Just like everybody else around me
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