Love Poem: Nurturing Desecration
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Written by: Gerald Dillenbeck

Nurturing Desecration

I think about how to defend and protect
conservative MidWestern  and Southern women
from MeFirst grabby pastors 
and bosses,
bullies almost all growed up
within Patriarchal-Dominant root systems.

It must be difficult
for GoodNews nurturing Matriarchs
to take on religious education functions,
teaching spiritual safety at home,
and/or natural self-defense
of sacred dignity
at church
and in the wider multicultural community.

If their pastors
and guest pulpit preachers
and missionary speakers
aren't all on their knees
asking for God to forgive them
for not voting against
AntiChristian greedy commodifying Hands
reaching around Head AmericaFirst Pharisee Leadership
to remember and protect post-rapture hopes and dreams
despite played-out LeftBrain dominant
North American religious spaces

Natural-Spiritual places
that would not wish to tolerate authentic PositiveEnergy Democracy
inviting badfaith mentors to set aside their own blind supremacies,
too much trust in unchanging creed-saluting
dogma loyalty
over healthy and wealthy
spiritually nutritious v toxic past personal
and social
and economic
and political experience.

If my preacher
doesn't exhibit safe hands
and non-violence first,
before pulling out support for AntiCreation Buttons,
ballistic bombs,
and bullying bullets,
then how do we teach young boys and girls
how to live with and for
a God of robust 
omnipotent
and polyculturing Love?

And,
if God is not a God of active multicultures
creolizing
revolutionary transformational health-wealth,
resilient cooperative Love,
then how could He be a God of Healthy Adults
at all,

A God of any healthy therapeutic parent
avoiding retributive addictions to WinLose 
get even to get ahead ecopolitical models,
punishing
shaming and blaming
DeGeneration of synergetic love
into LoseLose
anti-systemic
nihilistic
dualdark denialistic
bipolar secularizing despair.

Which is a function
out of Dark Revelations
and not for Restoring Evangelic PositivEnergy Democracy,
Justice as also Peace
loving therapies
for natural-spiritual good-news development
of better
healthier
religious education teachers
and parents
and preachers
and missionaries
and non-bullying Christian Left-Right democratic
cooperative CEOs,

Therapeutic CEOs
with less bullying pulpits,
rabidly commercialized,

Less LeftBrain domesticated 
yet RightBrain WiseElder paranoid
about reading BadNews Stories before bedtime,
staging dream times
defying multiculturing EcoResilient Time Ourselves.