O Butterfly
O Butterfly
O butterfly
Oh beautiful fly
After
Gently touching my cheek
And kissing on my lips
Looking deep into my eyes
Planting a tree of life
In my heart
Filling the essence of beauty
In my mind
Making me a philosopher
Making me a diehard lover
Making my eyes blind
And you escaped into the place
Which is nowhere in this world.
Is it fair dear?
How can and where can I search you?
Didn’t I sacrifice my life
For your love?
Didn’t I give you my heart
To you?
Didn’t I make you queen of
This universe?
Didn’t I make you an angel
And worship you with my
Devotion?
Didn’t I light the lamp with
Sparkles of your beauty?
Didn’t I make you the light
In this dark life
And didn’t I make you my spouse
Of my life?
Didn’t I make you as my path
To the salvation
And didn’t I lead a life of solitude
With your invisible companion?
Despite I’m doing the meditation
Of love
Why don’t you show you up to me
And why do you play hide and seek
With this ages aged man?
This life ends in a while
This light goes off in a short while
Then can I search you
In this vast universe
And how can I identify you
Among those stars
Sparkling in the sky?
How can I catch you up
And I can’t lose you by born again
Into this world of death.
May be I lose you because of my
Depravity
And I may lose you forever for my
Injustice to you
I’ m so much afraid of.
O darling!
Don’t you pardon me
And will you not show mercy upon me?
Don’t you please approach me
And hug me and absorb me
And dissolve me in your love
And merge me into your heart
With your embrace
And don’t you make me empty
And fill me in your existence
And
Don’t you make me nucleus
Of every atom of your
Substance?
I wrote so many letters to you
With my poetry
In all the languages
And no language is left in this
Universe.
My eyes are dried up.
My thoughts are exhausted
And my mind is just empty
Seeking you to fill in.
I have no time to pray for you
As the time is over for me.
I surrounded you as ether
Emptiness
As unexplainable feeling
And as an infinite being.
I’m so much prepared to be
Occupied by you
And waiting in the depth of
My heart to be unified with you.
With divine love
Your disciple
© Ramakrishna Chowdary Jasthi
02.08.2021
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