Oh, you didn’t love me at all
You didn’t love me, no. But I loved you too much and it’s killing me.
I have to let go of the hopes I held so tightly in my heart. I have to accept that truths don’t always come to light right away, you heard what your heart was beating too late, and it was never meant to call out my name. What I find hard to understand is how you easily told me to stop loving you.
You said, “You are young! You can surely find another.” At that moment, I can only wish you wouldn’t hate me for choosing you still. Because I am nothing but a fool, waiting in vain for your love that was never destined to be mine.
Besides, wasn’t that my vow? To wait and to love you until the day your heart finds its way to mine. Though I fear that day may never come—I knew deep inside that moment would never arrive. So please forgive me, for my warmth for you know no surrender. I promised to love you until the world crumbled into dust. I promised to love you until my breath is at its very last.
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