Oh God I Cant Do This
It's been so long since that day changed my life and darkened everything around
me I relive all the time minute by minute cant go with out crying I find my self
wanting to call you until I remember I reach up as high as I can with my arms so
wide It just aint right to still be here with out you near me, I'll say it clear while I
hold back tears I feel so helpless some days I dont think I can live through this
oh god I cant do this. So many plans we envisioned about growing up and
getting old what promise the future hold, I tried so hard to run away from that day
because I just didnt know what to say still to this day I feel so helpless some
days I just dont think I can live through this oh god I cant do this. Contemplate
visting your grave after all these years with so many fears I cant bare I hope you
understand all this just was'nt part of the plan I feel so helpless some days I just
dont think I can live like this oh god I cant do this. What I would'nt give for one day
with you to tell you how much I love you it was a blast the times we had from little
kids so close to adults I'm totally lost I find strength in memories of you and me
but its not enough to calm the hurt, I feel so helpless some days I just dont think I
can live like this oh god I cant do this I feel so helpless everything has changed
I'm not the same as day's go bye can I get through this your truly missed oh god I
cant do this oh god I cant do this.
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