ONCE AGAIN I HAVE LET MY MIND TAKE OVER KNOWING THAT IT WOULD ONLY CAUSE ME TROUBLE ONCE AGAIN I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE FOLLOWED MY HEART BUT SOMETIMES THAT’S NOT THE BEST WAY EITHER I HAVE FALLEN FOR YET ANOTHER ONE THAT I CAN NOT HAVE BUT IT’S NOT EASY TO LET GO ONCE AGAIN I TRY TO HOLD BACK TEARS BUT THEY COME ANYWAY BECAUSE THE FEELINGS ARE TO STRONG ONCE AGAIN I BET MYSELF UP BECAUSE I KNOW I KNOW BETTER THEN THIS MAYBE ONE DAY THINGS WILL CHANGE BUT HOPEFULLY FOR THE BETTER BECAUSE ONCE AGAIN MY HEART IS BROKEN AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH I CAN TAKE.