Pain
Pain.
I feel it again,
I feel The anger,
The hate,
The one thing I so fear,
Controlled it so long now,
The fear is so real,
Can I control it forever?,
The pain that I feel,
My heart beats hard now,
This anger is real,
Fight back the pain,
Push back the tears,
This is not you,
Fight the fear.
The anger inside me,
Dormant for years,
Why does it try to erupt through me,
Causing these burning tears,
My mind races,
To find what I need,
Must get rid of this anger,
This pain that I bleed…
Just please let me find it,
That place in my heart,
The one place untouched,
Unused that one part,
One place kept for someone,
Not only for me,
I need that place now,
Let me find it,
Let me see.
The one place I know,
To make the pain cease,
That place in my heart,
The one place that gives peace,
One day I will give it,
To whom I love most,
Until then its my place,
My sanctuary,
The one place I can go to,
Where I love the most.
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